Sunday, January 30, 2011

8dp5dt: Bloody Failure

Pregnancy tests are still telling me I'm not pregnant.

So is my uterus.

I started spotting several hours ago, pretty heavily. Despite the disgusting Crinone. (And trust me, you do NOT want to know what that looks like.)

I put in a call to my clinic, more or less insisting on a beta tomorrow, so I can move on. If they refuse, I'll probably just drive there, pull out my tampon, and ask them to test that.

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

Ugh, I do know what that lovely combo looks like, and I'm so, so sorry. 8-(
I'm still holding out hope for you (some people really do spot) though. Maybe, just maybe thing will hang on- don't count yourself totally out until that beta.
((hugs))

Lulu said...

DAMNIT. I am so disappointed to read this. Life sucks. Take care of yourself.

Sarah said...

This post deserves three frown faces :( :( :( Ugh. I am so sorry. I know what that combo looks like also! ICK. You did make me laugh though with the "making them test your tampon" :) Hang in there girl. Hugs.

A. said...

(((hugs))) I am so sorry:(

Bridget said...

I'm so sorry. This just plain sucks. My prayers are with you. xoxo

Kathleen said...

crap. i hate this process with so much distain and anger right now. when does it get easier, huh? at least the last line of your post made me laugh.

Bird said...

Oh my gosh! I cannot believe you made me laugh in the midst of such a sad posting. (but the tampon thing was genius)

Well i don't know about spotting as a sign on non pregnancy....i had a few periods with my first. But hopefully they will move up your appt so you can just KNOW.

I'm so sorry though if it does turn out to be negative. Just wait and see. Stranger things have happened than spotting and negative hpt with a positive beta.

DtheRN said...

So sorry. I hope that you get a Beta today so you can find out what's next. (Hoping for a great outcome still...)

Jem said...

Again, a fat lady has to sing, girl, before I make any further comments on this. I am glad you are insisting on an earlier beta.

I'm just sorry you are going through this.